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  posted on 4/10/2003 at 09:10 AM
i have been reading the other forums concerning paranormal activity and i hope maybe some of you are knowledgeable enough to help me understand a certain occurrence i had a few years ago and recently,this past week.
i would like to say before i begin that i am over this situation emotionally . this is not a pity party. time heals all wounds,so to speak. i am more concerned with strange goings on surrounding this scenario.
i would like to start by giving some background info on events that led to this situation.in october 2000. i was pregnant and dating someone in my platoon, we were both in the army. well, there must have been alot that this guy was keeping from me, it seems that he was supposed to be getting a divorce but he wasn't exactly being honest about that. i knew in my gut that was so but his estranged wife put him through so much hell i knew i couldn't turn my back on him. my pregnancy was not planned, even with precautions we were placed in such a predicament.
any how, we were on a four day pass for columbus day weekend. he went the whole day on our first day off, saying nothing, just staring. that night he went to a friend's and made some phone calls and his mood altered and he actually started speaking and being himself again. we got into an argument because he was going to north carolina to take some things to his estranged wife, i told him i didn't think he should go, i had a feeling that something really bad was going to happen. he said it would be ok because a mutual friend of ours was going with him which turned out to be a lie and i did not find out until it was too late.
now to the real thing, the next morning he was loading up his truck with everything and his mood altered again. he was distant and hardly said a word to me.i told him i loved him and he left. he was supposed to return that evening , he never did.
at 3am the next morning i woke up to the sound of his voice,he said,"i am so fucking sick of all this..." and nothing more. i had slept in the same spot he had slept the night before. i awoke and realised he was not there. i was worried. his estranged wife had threatened to kill him many times and he once played a message on his answering machine so i could hear the way she threatened him.
when the sun came up i gathered my 2yr old daughter up to go and report that he was missing. everyone thought i was overreacting. when i returned home my 2yr old wouldn't go near or look at my front door . i tried to console her but she kept covering her eyes as if she saw something terrible. i tried to get her to take a nap on the couch but if she faced thedoor she would scream and cry. if i walked towards the front door she would scream and would not go with me which was really strange because she usually followed me everywhere.
months later i found out that when he got to north carolina that he was going there to work things out with his wife. what he found was his wife shacked up with another guy and the knowledge that his kids were calling this guy daddy. she conned him into false hope. from what i understand there was a fight and his wife claims that he got pissed and just left. his truck was found on the side of the road in the middle of nowhere , parked in the woods. the detective said there was no sign of struggle. a search was conducted and there has been no sign of him. the detective believes he committed suicide. i am still trying to figure out how he hid his own body after but that is another story.

a few months after i had my baby. i was going to put my 2yr old in bed and when i was tucking her in she was covering her eyes and i asked her what was wrong and she pointed to the foot of the bed and i asked her what she saw and she said, "daddy" that was what she called him.
recently, this past week to be exact. i was filled with a feeling of dread and sorrow. i have been diagnosed as bi polar but i am more manic than depressed so this made no sense to me. finally i got a phone call a couple of days a go from this guy's mom. (we have been trying to get the army to help us with dna testing for my daughter fathered by this guy.) when she called she let me know that she had been gone for a week because her mother died unexpectedly. she said it was so strange because her mother was the one that convinced her to help me prove paternity. mainly the reason she decided to help was because her mother never knew her father until too late. had she known him before that time she might not have suffered through so much medically. i thought that was a coincidence because that was my reason for trying to prove paternity in the first place. any how do any of you believe it possible that i felt this woman's passing. this was not just a depressed feeling i had. this felt like something tragic happened and i could not understand why i felt such a way. i am never depressed. what about the situation with my daughter, what do you guys think could have been happening there?

please forgive the incessant rambling i hope what i have said is easy to understand.

 

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  posted on 4/10/2003 at 07:04 PM
Wow, that is very freaky. I don't know much about things of the paranormal realm, but I might say that this would qualify in my book.

 

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  posted on 5/10/2003 at 12:11 AM
Alright...the first thing that I would do is go seek medical attention first, which seems to be what you are doing. I'm not making fun of the event, just the common sense thing to do before considering anything supernatural. As far as your story goes, I'll ask some of my associates for any insight.

I'm into this stuff and have experienced similar feelings every now and then (i.e., something bad happening). In fact, I had a dream of an Apocalyptical background with tormented souls and daemonic spirits and woke up. The obvious was the War in Iraq going on and the weird part was someone dying a day after I had that dream. Otherwise, I just shrug it off and consider it just coinsidence. Either way, I'll see what I can pull for you if you're really worried.

I'm not an expert at this stuff either...just have an interest in the Occult.



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  posted on 5/10/2003 at 07:05 AM
yeah ii know it sounds crazy. the latter part of my post was just a coincidence i am sure. i am more concerned with my daughter's reaction since i strongly believe that kids are able to see things most adults can't. i do have a working knowledge of the occult and the paranormal but i think that when a situation involves you it is important to get another perspective since an objective view may be more accurate than mere wishful thinking.

 

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  posted on 9/10/2003 at 05:14 PM
A pound of salt and a copy of Chicken Soup for the Restless Soul can go a long ways.

Correllates to a lot of urban legends and myths actually. Which could mean lots of things.
In any case, yeah, kids see things. Sometimes kids make up things...but every so often, whoomp there it is.

My guess, one hell of an anger bomb...

That stuff bleeds over after death, and sticks like rotten peanut butter to just about everything. Hate and anger breeds more such emotions...and death doesn't stop it, it just releases it. so it does it's whole little water thing and trickles down to the places it knows, the places of least resistance.
Lots of crap could be happening. My guess is your suffering from either a fairly potent but simple haunting, or something signifigantly more complex. I'm hoping for the haunting, those can be dealt with...but complexities...well.
I highly doubt that all events have been laid for examination.
From what I know I could only suggest that you follow the course of action you believe to be right.
blah...

You could always fill a plugged wiffle bat with holy water and go to town...
No seriously...it's fun AND it works.

 

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  posted on 9/10/2003 at 06:14 PM
the wiffle bat w/ holy water sounds good. i never had anymore problems after the episodes i described. it was just a really strange situation. when my daughter reacted like that it really gave me the creeps. it was almost like he was trying to tell us something. or maybe just say good bye. who knows? i sure as hell don't. my daughter couldn't even describe what she saw , she wasn't even talking yet so i guess i will never have a way of knowing why she acted the way she did. i really believe she saw something. all i know is she was terrified and there was no reason for it. it happened as soon as we walked into my house. it boggles the mind.

 

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  posted on 25/2/2004 at 11:34 AM
Many times someone who has died and feels they left something unfinished will return. I'm probably saying too much here but I see them sometimes. Alot of times, if the death was tramatic, the person is in the physical state their bodies are in after the death. Once I saw a man whose boat had sank. He had fallen down and hit his head while trying to fix the leak. He stood there with blood gushing from a wound in his head.

Usually when they are just watching over a family they appear as they did in life. Most children don't get frightened by that and in most cases, don't raelize the individual is actually dead.

My guess is that your daughter is seeing him as he was when he died. Depending on the condition of the wounds that caused his death, this could be very frightening to a child.

I suggest that next time she sees him you sit down and talk to him right that instant and in that very spot. Tell him how you felt and how you feel now. Say goodbye. I think that maybe he has returned because of his own guilt of what he had gone to do when he died. Maybe he is there in hopes you will forgive him. Maybe he just needs closure.

 

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  posted on 31/1/2007 at 03:38 PM
that's odd. maybe you did feel the passing

 

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  posted on 31/1/2007 at 05:07 PM
wow... the sig line.... is... wow
 

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quote:
wow... the sig line.... is... wow

yes lol

 

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  posted on 1/2/2007 at 08:24 PM
i wouldn't laugh... it wasn't a compliment

 

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