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Author: Subject: What's keeping you?






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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 06:24 AM
So I find myself pondering, like always, what’s the meaning to life? Instead of embarking on this question alone. I feel the need to bring it up and see what every one’s reflection on this issue. It really doesn’t even have to be the meaning, but what keeps you here? What are your passions? What drives you from the inside? What keeps you living, is it painting? Reading? Writing? Poetry?

Tell you the truth, I really don’t have anything that keeps me here, no real quest, and no real place to try and achieve anything.

-AnBro

 

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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 06:39 AM
Sex, and the quest for getting some.

Seriously, though (although that does rank high), I'm here because I'm always looking to what tomorrow's like. If today sucks, then I think about the next day, or the next year, when I could be on my own and so much better off. (in my mind)

You never know what the next day will bring. That's why I'm still here.

 

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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 06:54 AM
Well, first and foremost I know that there're people who would be quite sad if I wouldn't be around anymore. This fact alone would be enough to keep me alive. But of course that's not all. I'd be lying if I said my life would be happy sunshine every day. Just like everybody else I've got personal problems and know of at least some of the problems people close to me have, which is not pleasant at all and there are moments which all my cynism and black humor can't help me to get over. What keeps me going then is either the music I create then on my PC, the certainty that I've got people who would be more than glad to help me deal with the situation (if I'd just let them, something I can only get myself to do when there's no other alternative - yes, I know it's stupid!) or the knowledge that ever now and then there will be those rare moments in which you really feel that you're alive and in which everything just seems to make sense and feels right.

Aside of that it's normally the little things I enjoy. I think it could be all best summed up with a quote from one of my favorite cartoonists, John Kovalic:

"Well, life's just life, whether you're into it or not. I mean, obviously sometimes it sucks, but there's still a lot of amazing things out there, whereever you look. The world's packed with potential and beautiful contradictions (...) What's not to love about a universe this crazy and weird and wonderful? It's full of family and friends and cars and music and peanut butter cups. Those are all pretty incredible, you know! You have to throw yourself into life! After all... what's the alternative?"

 

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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 07:08 AM
What keeps me here? Well, quite frankly, I'm fascinated with life. I feel in awe of nature and the way things work. I am so incredibly honoured and lucky to be here. But what actually keeps me here is my belief that after this life, there is nothing, just blackness. I would like to experience and elongate as much of life as possible before passing it up. Even when things in my personal life are absolutely terrible I am still glad that I exist. And that is what makes life meaningful for me.

 

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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 07:15 AM
I don't know, I just am here. I don't look forward to tomorrow, I don't have any interest in experiencing new things.
But the thing that keeps me here is that death is so well, Final. I think I can as well be here the whole time since I don't got anything to lose.

 

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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 07:21 AM
I agree the 'unknown' of life is a major part. This can be rewarding, but with out a passion, or anything to really devote your time to (i.e. Music/Performing) it seems as if that there wont be anything ‘unknown’. Mainly due to the fact that I KNOW what I’m going to be doing tomorrow, the same shit I’ve been doing for the past 19 years of my life. I guess I answered my question. I need to go out and find something new. Either I need a change, or life moves too slowly.

So, again what are your passions? Maybe I can look into myself from ideas.

Oh and yeah, sex is one thing I like to live for.

-AnBro

 

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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 08:01 AM
I think the question you're asking is "What are your passions in life?" Not "What keeps you here?" but "What makes being here fun, interesting and worthwhile?" or "How do you like to pass your time while you're here?" Quite honestly, what always kept me here was close to what Remy said, the people in my life would suffer if I decided to quit. That and I'm really chicken because I don't actually know what will happen next, and I would feel really stupid if I opted out and found it wasn't what I wanted. Not that I'm afraid of death or dying, just that when it happens I will not be deliberately the cause of it. I also would hate to miss out on anything that will happen in this life. As far as the "good parts" go, the times in life when I feel really alive and my blood is singing are when I'm having a new adventure and experiencing new things. I just love it when my life is like an action-adventure movie. Every new experience is savored. I love grand things, the greatest romances, the most awesome sights, the most mysterious puzzles. I love the little pleasures in life too, the warmth and comfort of being wrapped in a quilt drinking hot chocolate while a storm rages outside, a soothing herbal bath while reading a cheap paperback romance novel, drinking gin and ginger ale while watching a tearjerker movie (Yes, sometimes even extreme sadness can be a pleasure) . I love being relaxed and happy, spending good moments with my family. I wouldn't want to miss a single one of these things and many many more sensational experiences. The good more than makes up for the bad. I guess you could say my passion is life itself...

 

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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 08:33 AM
Hmm... something I forgot to mention... the connections we make with other people is part of what keeps me here. It is yet another thing I am fascinated by (hey, so I'm still young). The idea that these living, breathing organisms.... just bundles of muscle, tissue, veins and organs... can make a real connection with us, make our lives worth living, have an effect on our moods and society. Sometimes I look at my boyfriend and just think, woah, this random person in the world has somehow come into contact with me, I have met them by chance, and now they mean so much to me... it makes me wonder how many other people there are out in the world that can touch me like that, and how many others I too can touch.
This is starting to sound a little perverted, so I'll stop now.

 

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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 09:14 AM
Erishkigal, I know just what you mean.... it's not perverted, it makes a lot of sense... good thoughts there..

 

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  posted on 20/5/2003 at 01:01 PM
Yay! Someone understands me.
Does that mean I no longer have an excuse to sit around moping and writing bad poetry?

 

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  posted on 21/5/2003 at 12:20 AM
What keeps me "here"?

REVENGE. I have a LOT of people to get even with and I'll be damned if they get off easy just because I die first.

What makes it worthwhile, staying here, that is:
My husband, who's been my reason for fucking living since the day I stumbled on him. I think of who I was before he came around and I wonder how I ever made it as far as I did without him. Next comes my family, because love 'em or hate 'em I can't leave 'em and sometimes...they're just too much a source of entertainment to just toss behind for the big empty enchilada.

What makes my life WORTH it: (sounds the same, but it's not..you know, like the effort involved reminding myself to breath and not drive my car off a bridge):
Again, my husband, and the cathartic release of art. There's nothing like getting piss drunk in front of a canvas and waking up the next morning covered in paint, with something really rad to hang on my wall.

Whenever I think that it's just not worth my time to keep on living, I think of those three points. The love of my husband (can't take him with me and if I can't have him no one can!), the potential to create a lot of really bitchin stuff to hang on my walls and occasionally sell, and last but not least, the fact that I have a long way to go on my shit list, and momma didn't raise a quitter.

Besides, friends, there's a lot of surplus booze in this world, and it's my civic responsibility to dispose as much of it as I possibly can. That, and I haven't had that new fucking rad BLACK VODKA. Shit you not. It's black, it's vodka, it's soooooo absolutely pretentious and uber-prickish that it BELONGS IN MY BLOODSTREAM!

 

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  posted on 21/5/2003 at 12:45 AM
What keeps me here?

Stubbornness. If someone wants me off this planet, well I guess that's just too bad for them. I'll go when it's my time, and not one second before. Heck, I might even stay a little bit after it's my time, just to piss some people off. *laughs insanely*

What makes it all worthwhile?

My husband. He's everything I could have ever dreamed I'd want in a mate, and so very much more than I could ever explain in mere words. I love him unconditionally, and I will love him for more than forever.

What are my passions?

Spending time with my husband, being around my kitty cats, writing, listening to music, and continually learning new things.

Other things to stick around here for?

Well if you just sit in a parking lot for a few minutes before going in a store or a shopping center, you'll very often see things that are much better than television. (People are interesting to just watch and listen to sometimes.)

 

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  posted on 21/5/2003 at 08:08 AM
So most of you hang around due to loved ones... What if you don't have shit going for you... Is it really worth waiting for?

-AnBro.

 

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  posted on 21/5/2003 at 10:15 AM
So, if you don't have loved ones, if you're completely alone in the world, and you can't find anything at all that gives you joy in living RIGHT NOW... is it worth it to drudge through on a daily basis and keep yourself going? YES. Because things in this world change at a moment's notice, and anything can and does happen at any given time. It's worth it, because if you quit, you just might miss the most amazing thing you've ever dreamt of coming along. You have a whole life allotted to you for a reason, and some moments can be frustrating, pointless, and deathly boring... but it's not finished until it's finished, and during that lifetime, you get to have the chance to have any of a number of incredible experiences. Experience... that's what life is for. If you're in a rut, and not having any new interesting happenings, and everything seems dull and wretched, put yourself into a position where you have to have a new take on life. Make a change. Pick up any old hobby, it might lead to something that becomes what satisfies you for the rest of your life. Change jobs, leave everything behind you and travel for a while. There's something out there that inspires everyone... you just have to figure out what that is...

 

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  posted on 21/5/2003 at 12:18 PM
If this is any contribution to Meranda_Jades point, though I'm not sure if it is...
Three years ago I decided I had nothing going for me and life was just a pointless hole, basically. I tried to kill myself, but being the smart person I am, I failed.
Since then - I have gained the 'loved one', I have picked up in school and am heading for some damn good marks in my exams, I have made new friends, I even got myself a job, I have been to some excellent gigs, I have been introduced to some brilliant bands, I have picked up a new hobby, etcetera.

Now, I'm not saying "Hang on in there, life is great". I have also been betrayed by my friends, I've had some struggles with schoolwork, I am currently in danger of losing my boyfriend, and I know for a fact that in three months time we will have to split up for good. Hell, I'm still pretty shabby at my new hobby.
After summer, I am returning to the place that was one of the main factors in my decision to kill myself. But despite it all, I think I am stronger. I am hoping I can beat the people that helped make my life hell back then. And even if I fail. Even if I crash and burn with my exams. Even if I lose my friends, have to leave my boyfriend, and I still dont improve at my hobby, I will never ever try to kill myself again. When I am feeling depressed, and again it seems like life isnt so 'peachy', its hard to tell myself to remember that, but I have learnt so much and I have undergone so many experiences. What I look forward to, what REALLY keeps me here, are the ones to come.

 

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  posted on 21/5/2003 at 11:27 PM
Excellent point darlin.
When I think my life sucks, I watch jerry springer or jenny jones. Then I can see for myself what it is really truly like to be pathetic, miserable, and retarded, thank whatever that I'm not like THEM, and then go on my way.
And also I work in a mall, so every day I get a glimpse of just how rotten my life could be. As long as I'm not THEM, I'm doing pretty fantastic.

 

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  posted on 22/5/2003 at 04:02 PM
I enjoy existing.

 

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  posted on 23/5/2003 at 12:17 AM
Yeah, I do too. Unfortunately sometimes I feel like a donkey chasing a carrot on a stick with a stupid little man on my back leading me on. Once in a while I get a nip of the carrot and I'm like "Oooo man that IS good I WANT that! I do!" and then I spend a long time goin "man this fuckin blows, I just really wish I had that carrot and that stupid fat guy would get off my friggin back". Then I get another taste of the good stuff and start all over again.

Besides I can't die now. I haven't flashed axel rose while sitting on my husband's shoulders and wearing my cowboyhat yet. And by axel rose I mean axel rose with the original GNR lineup. Speaking of which, what is UP with that freak with the bucket on his head playing keyboards?! I fear the drugs have finally taken their irreversible effect *sigh*

 

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  posted on 23/5/2003 at 08:28 AM
Something Awful's Photoshop Phridays. Ho ho ho.

 

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  posted on 23/5/2003 at 10:23 AM
As to not start off with the actual question, I would like to say that life is full of shit, you just have to make something pretty out of it. The job may be disgusting, stinky, and you might want to puke, but in the end, all of the time put into the dung may just be worth having spent the time in the toilet. I wish to see every day through, to try to find just a sliver of possible happiness out here. I surely have enough issues of mine, my friends, and my families to deal with, but I always try to "Look on the brighter side of life." Surely that doesn't sound "goth" to some because it isn't cynical enough, but surely I know what is what. I don't see every thing and every person to be a ray of sunshine, and I know that I cannot trust all around me, including the non-human areas, but this is how I feel. Every day I come home to someone who cares for me, who allows me to express my feelings, and this may be the only good part of my day, but he makes me happy, and I know I make him happy to by just being there. This person is not actually here physically, but I can feel every good vibe that might be if he were truly here with me. I also have a family that loves me despite my "un-normalcy". I also have a sanctuary that I may have to click to get to, but I find happiness among the cynical piles of thought. I have allowed this to turn into a rant, and now I will try to wrap this up as best as my simple mind can. You place the question "What's keeping you?" before me, and I answer, perhaps you and everyone else may not like my reply, but this is what is keeping me. Friends who I know care, family that I know cares, and the chance of finding a tiny kernel of happiness in the big pile of manure called "life".

 

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