Michelle
Date Thursday, March 28, 2024 - 10:58 PM PST
Topic Beauty


Michelle has no friends because she knows what people are thinking.
She dances like she doesn't care, and it's almost true.
People say she's crazy, and she might be,
But I spent a few months with her once
Every minute
Every day
And I can tell you, she knows better than me what's going on.
I saw her tonight, it's been two years.
She's off drugs, gained some weight, looks good.
She seems shy without them.
Hiding behind her cigarette
Little fairys
In the smoke
I wonder if she still entertains herself for hours that way.

I can see why her eyes keep people away.
She'll look through you and answer your question as if you spoke.
They give her haldol to stop it, but it doesn't work.
I adore her, so I think she likes what she hears
Almost always
But sometimes
She's a jealous Aries, and I like to look at girls.

I learned to dance from strippers, but she taught me to do it right.
I remember her telling me "you can't care", and "see the words"
Nearly naked in her living room
Dancing with her demons till it was light.
And then sleeping
until three
Cuddled so close I could feel the lithium.

Did I tell you she masturbates with lollipops?
I thought it was odd when she told me,
but when I saw for myself, It seemed natural.
And she fucks like she's calling up the dead
Every spirit
Every ghost
Every time she cums it's like another person is there.

When people tell me they're goth, I always laugh
because I'm comparing them to her
She's not the stereotype, she's the prototype.
The punks fantasy land is real to her
Every vision
Every voice
And she doesn't even know what Gothic means.

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