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Author: Subject: Letter To the Self-Pity Whore...

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  posted on 16/3/2004 at 05:48 PM
(PS: There are actually people that piss me off...and yes, who I am talking about in this is one of them.)

Maybe it's not the government's fault, nor may it be your father's fault that you are always miserable. It's definitely not religion or your too-nice-for-his-own-good boyfriend's fault. Maybe, maybe...the problem is you.

It is you who chooses to do nothing but sit there and ask for people to support you. No one else but you can lift yourself and rise in society. All in all, it is you who makes yourself into the no ambition, poor-willed, low-life that you are today.

You had a bad life? Well, boo-wah-wah-hoo - so did I. I lost count on the times someone at school threw objects at me. I've lost count on the rumors and verbal abuse thrown at me. Hells, I've yet to come across someone who wasn't a two-faced hypocrite or a sad bully wanting attention. Let's not forget the jokes and occasional life-and-death threats. Am I blaming everyone else about my "bad life?" No. Do I need to depend on people to hand everything to me? Hells no.

Here I am, graduating school with nearly a 3.6 average, practically living on my own with a nice allowance in my bank accounts. Did I mention that I actually look for work, as well? For months on end, you didn't even do that. There is no shame for looking for help when needed, but you show no worth in sitting on people's finances.

The only fault that anyone around you has, mainly your boyfriend, is falling for your oh-so-bad-life trips. Having a "bad" life is no excuse to be a leech of society. In fact, having a "bad" life is in no way, an excuse to purposely get pregnant to keep your sources of wealth. I wonder what you're going to do when people get a back bone and leave you for time to eat away.

Even if you "loved" your boyfriend, you don't get pregnant to use the child as a catalyst for keeping him. What are you going to do when your self-pity box doesn't appeal to anyone, hmm? How low can one get from having an unwanted child from lack of ambition and responsibility...to top it - to keep from taking responsibility?

I tried to consider that I probably did not know you well enough to form an opinion on you. I was wrong - you were the "boo-hoo, I had a bad life, hand everything to me" type. I have to say three words: get over yourself.

So start having a sense of responsibility and stop making it everyone else's problem. It isn't the President's, the Pope's, your father's, or anyone else's fault. You alone can change your destiny and you alone can get out of your self-pity, wallowing corner. Right now, you are due in a several months, about to be a mother. Are you going to continue sitting on people's backs? How are you going to live with yourself with a child and no ambition? You better start growing up, or you will have no future.

 
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  posted on 16/3/2004 at 06:41 PM
who is the self pitty whore, specificly...

 

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  posted on 16/3/2004 at 06:56 PM
The girlfriend of one of my friends in Texas. *has family down there, hence a few friends* I stopped talking to him a while back because I was sick of the negative energy that he brought around him and his family. I made this letter a while back, but seeing an increase in girls victimizing their selves, I decided to post it now.
 

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  posted on 23/4/2004 at 04:08 PM
I wrote this to the person I hate most in the world. She keeps harassing me at school about undeveloped film and she used to stalk me and I just finally snapped. the film and the money thing is petty to me and i really don't care about her ever paying me back, she was just a bitch and i wanted to prove i could be twice the bitch regarding petty little things.
He's my letter to the Attention Whore.

I just wanted to say that your shitty little film has been misplaced. When I find it, you can have it back if I want to give it back. And don't expect me to pay you back for it because you've never paid me back for all the money i ever wasted on your sorry ass. you started to, but you never did. you still owe me about 4 dollars for the zodiac, money for random sodas and food. money for the times we went out before playzer and money for the times we ate after playzer. money for sodas i bought for you and your brother while we were at playzer. money for jones' at the mall. money for junk at the mall. money for the finger armor i helped you pay for. and probably money for other random things over the past couple of years that i can't even remember anymore.
if one of us owes the other one money. then YOU owe ME. you owe me for the three fucking years of my life you wasted by being an ATTENTION WHORE. you always made it about you. how you felt. your little bullshit lies. all the stupid shit you had to come up with to make yourself feel important because you knew you weren't important. your mom chose michael over you and you dad left your sorry ass because he knew what you were like. so you had to take my time because you knew i was bored enough to listen and try to offer bullshit help for your bullshit little stories. i listened to you whine about fake injuries because when i told you i felt bad, you couldn't handle the attention being off you for more than a minute, so you had to come up with something so you would be in center stage again. you had to make up little lies about people stalking you and cars and people yelling at you because you felt bad that no one else would pay attention to you, so you had to make it up. NO ONE would be BORED or PATHETIC enough to want to stalk you because everyone who lays eyes on you know that YOU AREN'T WORTH IT.
when i tried to get rid of you the first time you had to act pathetic and try to win my attention back by always hanging around, running your nails along lockers and doing dumb shit, trying to be creepy. NICE FUCKING TRY. i let you come back because i was bored and felt sorry for you. i felt sorry for you because you were alone and pathetic. but you couldn't handle it when the spotlight fell on josh more than it fell on you, so you made up your little dream to try to get my attention again. too bad that backfired for you. too bad for you, not for me. because now i can finally be rid of you and your bullshit for good. it's kinda pathetic though, how you're taking medication for something that's not even wrong with you. you just won't admit that you're a fucking liar who has to make shit up to feel like you've actually got a life.
get over trying to bother me about pictures you don't even care about. get over walking in front of me in the halls. get over glaring at me when you see me because i don't give a flying fuck about you or about your attitude or about how bad-ass you think you are. just go about your little miserable life. go break into houses with jessica and steal stuff. sneak out to sit with potheads. try to make yourself feel big and bad. but you know, and i know. you're just a sad pathetic little girl who wants someone to like her. and it's never gonna happen.

 

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In my eyes, to be human is not to be able to live and die, but it is to feel pain, love, happiness, and all other things that keep our hearts from freezing over into the bloody ice that distinguishes man from the beasts of night.

 
 


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