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Re: Ungh.
by Schizo on Feb 01, 2002 - 04:34 PM
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Gotta love those hostile cowards.
A. I do not EVER try to get in touch with this girl. I don't even wave to her if I see her in the street.
B. I do not EVER try to get in touch with my ex-boyfriend. I have spoken to him maybe 5 or 6 times since his final exodus from my home at the end of November. All those times have been at his own instigation.
C. If I were encouraging wanton destructive behavior, I would never have kicked him out.
D. You're telling me she's mentally deranged? Of course I already know that. I'm the one who told you guys in the first place. She's angry, irrational, out of control, and dangerous in many ways. Which is why I'm doing what is necessary to protect myself.
E. I am not co-dependent on my ex. I'm not even dependent. I have not accepted a penny from him since removing him from my home. Which I did unflinchingly, even though it has been a huge struggle ever since to pay such simple things as rent, bills, and food. On the contrary, he owes me money. I am working on ways to make myself more stable financially so that I will never be tempted to accept his help when I shouldn't. I'm not even emotionally dependent on him. Although dealing with huge financial stress, natural break-up mangled feelings, winter depression, and the mood-swings that come with pregnancy, I have never been in the least tempted to resume a relationship with him. (Even though, on several occasions, I have been tempted to think that he may be wanting to start again with me.) In fact, one reason I decided to talk to him when he comes to see me, is because seeing and speaking to him is a huge reality check, that reminds me how little I want or need him in my life.
I wouldn't put punching me past her, but then I wouldn't put calling the cops on her past me.
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