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Re: The Schizo Drama, Episode 6
by Schizo on Dec 03, 2001 - 05:59 PM
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Thankyou, Silvernyte.
I think it's an encouraging thing that bad things happen for a reason. Otherwise, all the pain I went through would seem so pointless. But I learned so much from it, that I really don't want to go back to who I was before. I'm so much a stronger and wiser person, and I know so much more about what I want (and don't want) out of life.
Unfortunately, the mourning process seems to be setting in. He actually left on Saturday - it took a couple days for this to get posted. It's not that I want him back, because my main sensation there is one of vast relief, but I miss the dream, the hope, the little things that made it look like things might be getting better. It's odd. Even the "good" times looking back were only good in comparison with the absolute shit I went through a lot of the time. Yet it would be lying to say that I didn't miss them.
But don't panic, people, because the rat (apologies to Bettie's pets!) hasn't a chance with me, ever, be he ever so penitent.
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