I want to thank you all for being the incredible people that you are...
In the past years, you have comforted me in my rage, and tolerated it...
you have inspired brilliance and helped quell stupidity...
you have all helped me ... honestly... be better...
you have helped when I didn't realise that I needed it...
But I am at the end... something inside is going to snap... and I dunno if
I am going to be me anymore... and I am honestly scared... if my new piece
is published, you will see clearly why...
Thank you all... for being you, for loving me... and for everything...
before anyone flips, no I am not suicidal.. but... I am out of order
____________________ The earth turns on a tilted axis - just doing the best it can.
Hohenheim of Light~Full Metal Alchemist
Domkitten
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Posts: 470 Registered: 23/9/2002 Status: Offline
posted on 6/4/2006 at 06:31 AM
Feral, you are not broken. You've just been rewired into a newer, stronger,
meaner, more electric Feral, the transition can be jaring, may make you
feel like your broken, but your faster, stronger, and better then you ever
were. Time for a Feral slam, comon, now, Feral slam.........
____________________ It's like kegel exercises for your throat.~Monolycus
Meranda_Jade
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Posts: 511 Registered: 31/12/1969 Status: Offline
posted on 6/4/2006 at 11:31 AM
Hang in there, Feral. I won't try to comfort you by telling you that it's
going to be all right... but I know that you can get through whatever is
coming your way. The world keeps getting crazier and crazier and we are
all being pushed way beyond our limits with it. This is where we see who
breaks and quits and who breaks and keeps moving. I'm betting you're one of
the ones who will keep moving.
I don't think I can, honestly... it's on the front page now... I can handle
anything the universe does to me... it got bored... and is going after
those I carea about
____________________ The earth turns on a tilted axis - just doing the best it can.
Hohenheim of Light~Full Metal Alchemist
Schizo
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Posts: 897 Registered: 31/12/1969 Status: Offline
posted on 6/4/2006 at 06:04 PM
Anything I can do for you, Feral, I mean ANYTHING, to help you find your
footing in this horror around you, I will do for you.
My respect for you goes deeper than I can ever express. I know the
strength I have sensed at the core of you is real. You may feel the fire
in you go out, but I pray with all my soul that it is only transforming
into something bigger, deeper, and more powerful.
I also pray that the same may be true for the city you love. Souls never
really die, they just find a new form. I believe you will find this to be
true.
But until then, *hugs*. Hang in there, friend.
Starlight
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Posts: 618 Registered: 27/9/2002 Status: Offline
posted on 6/4/2006 at 08:38 PM
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us in your article,
Feral. It takes a lot to be able to express those sorts of emotions in
written form. That you chose to share them here with us is something very
special. I know you'll make it through and come out even stronger on the
other side of it, and you've got us here to help you make it through.
____________________ "When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never
tried before." ~Mae West
gothicmorman
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Posts: 233 Registered: 11/7/2002 Status: Offline
posted on 9/4/2006 at 05:55 AM
Being broken hurts but it can't last forever. at least im pretty sure it
can't. I hope- you can hope too. Everyone has the strength inside them to
get through the situations they are put in. You are strong enough to handle
this - not that im saying it will be easy or anything but there is the
ability, you just gotta find it in you and use it.
You're still my most favourite ^.^
Dolorosa
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Posts: 856 Registered: 31/12/1969 Status: Offline
posted on 13/4/2006 at 01:33 AM
Standing by in case you need backup, just give me the word.
____________________ In the valley of the Goats, the Goat Fucker is King