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Author: Subject: What the hell do you want!?

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  posted on 17/4/2004 at 06:53 PM
i want my diabetes to go away

 

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  posted on 17/4/2004 at 07:26 PM
I would like to not have anyone expect anything of me.

 

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  posted on 17/4/2004 at 07:50 PM
I want to relax...i want to forget the past or have it not hurt so much to think about it...i want to know if i'm doing the right thing...i want to say "i'm fine" and mean it for once...i want to find my inspiration again and start making art the way i used to...i want to get rid of my social anxiety and just be able to get along outside of my home and computer...i want to get rid of feeling lonely all the time...i want to be stronger....i want my creative side to go into overdrive and stay there...i want to not feel guilty...i want to let go...i want to be confident...i want to stop being so naive...i want to never have to wish for anything.

 

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  posted on 17/4/2004 at 08:29 PM

dead-cell:
I want that one person that will fight, scratch, bite, kick, and scream to keep me from fading out of their life. I want that one person that will tackle me to the ground out of sheer joy of seeing me. I want to wake up one cold, rainy morning with that one person next to me and feel nothing but that warm fuzzy feeling.

I want this too. But I want it to be 3-5 people. Or even more. One can never have enough of this kind of thing.

 

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  posted on 18/4/2004 at 09:12 AM
Realistically: I want a nice car, a house that I own not rent, broadband internet, straight hair, my tattoos done, and the pressure to go to university to disappear.

Unrealistically: I want a mini dog / cat / weird animal thing. Just like a normal pet, but about an inch high. That'd be sooo cute! And I want some musical ability (trust me, this IS unrealistic for me).

 

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  posted on 18/4/2004 at 10:17 AM
I want to get that job I was interviewed for so that I can help pay for my college tuition.

I don't want to be afraid of the future.

I want you all to get what you want.

And I still want that neighbor to stop playing with his car alarm. I havn't slept well in..what seems foreverrrr

 

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  posted on 19/4/2004 at 04:22 AM
i want people to look at my face and not the marks on my arm

i want my bf to still like me, even if i am a christian

i want my parents to stop screaming at me everyday over little things

i want to be able to get through a school day without wanting to hurt my slef

 

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I know whats it like to want to die, how it hurts to smile, how you try to fit in but you can't, how you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain in the inside.

 

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  posted on 19/4/2004 at 08:01 AM
You know, it may be weird of me to point this out, but a great deal of our honest wants are easily reachable...well, by "easily" I mean more reachable than one might think...very possible in fact. I know a lot of people who have fantastic dreams and obscenely crazy wants and desires, but the vast majority of these seem very honest as true to heart (thank you all for taking this seriously by the way, woot!). These are things we can have...these are things we can do, we just have to go for it. Although sometimes, a want is the best when it is a "want" and not a "have" ya' know. Keep 'em comin'

AoD...you remind me very much of a friend of mine, though I do not mean for that to sound like a "Been there done that" speech. Hang in there...if theres anything I can say it's that, dig your damn claws in and hold on...like that picture of a cat on the branch, only not as gay. Heh,

 

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  posted on 12/5/2004 at 11:28 PM
I want my ex to be happy. I want to be able to go back to before I made the mistakes I made, I want to be able to undo them, or make them go away. I want her to be as happy as she can, with who will make her happiest. I want that person to be me. I want that person dead-cell described. He did an incredibly good job articulating exactly how I feel in that respet. I want her to be that person he described.

I want a chance to go back and undo all the major mistakes of my life, while keeping my memory of making them, and keeping the way they impacted me. I want immunity to the paradox of going back in time. I want going back in time to not screw me and be the curse that in my mind it is.

I want to be able to resolve some psycholagical issues I have, I want to not be obsessive compulsive.

I want to develop my magical abilities, I want more people to accept the supernatural, I want the sense of wonder I find goes along with the supernatural, I want to find a place of great power that I can tap into.

I want a ferret, a squirrel, a duck, a skunk, a pig, my hedgehog, more cats, dogs, more ferrets, more squirrels, more ducks, more skunks, and more pigs. I really want to not be obsessive compulsive so cleaning up after them isn't so intimidating.

I want to not have to pick my battles so much.

I want assorted superpowers.

I want to be able to remember what I was about to type.

I remembered, I want to be able to not procrastinate so much on my school work. I want to be a faster worker.

I want a glass of iced tea.

I want to be able to find the games I can't find.

I want the AC in my room to work.

I want to never be misunderstood, I want to be able to better myself. I want to know more Japanese.

I want kids, I want a house large enough to accomodate all those animals I want.

I want that glass of iced tea. I'm thirsty.

 

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  posted on 13/5/2004 at 11:43 PM
I want to be able to give birth to a child someday.

I want my divorce to be final. The fact that my ex was a selfish weenie is enough for me to be at least a bit grateful that I'm infertile.

I also want a president that isn't a total fucktard.

 

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"To Live is to Annoy." -- Rev. Lambert Reilly, Archabbot, St. Meinrad Abbey

 

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  posted on 14/5/2004 at 07:21 AM
Realistically, I want to know if I'm doing the right thing. I want to know what to give up.

Unrealistically, I want to be able to live off my photography and have a job as a hobby.

 

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  posted on 15/5/2004 at 08:59 PM
I want the world to stop wanting and taking more from me than I have to give.

I want to be a world poker champion.

I still havent' figured out which one is realistic or not.

 

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  posted on 16/5/2004 at 10:46 AM
I want to be sterilized before I'm 30. Before 25 would be even better.
I want my boss' replacement not to be an asshat.
I want to work out more and stick with it for more than a month.
I want better skin.
I want church and state to REALLY be separate and STAY separate.
I want abortion to stay legal.
I want the courage to tell my mom I'm an atheist.
I want to have my own ceramics studio.

I mixed up the realistic and unrealistic, but here is my one truly unrealistic, if for no other reason than my current job obligations:
I want to be a regular cast member of Saturday Night Live.

 

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  posted on 16/5/2004 at 11:49 PM
Alu? You want the Iced Tea huh? Do you?
Well...YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE ICED TEA!!!
An unrealistic want if ever I heard one...jeez.

Betty, you should go for pool champ of the world, that way you could wear a cowboy hat and smoke...fuck...that would be awesome.

I want a war worth fighting.

 

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  posted on 18/5/2004 at 01:11 AM
Eh, I've thought about pool shark, and I might use that as backup if the poker champ doesn't work out. As a poker champ I can not ONLY DRINK AND SMOKE but wear my cowboy hat and ultra sexy aviators so my adversaries can't see my eyes right before I take all their stinkin' MONEY.
I think I'll do pool sharkin on the side. Get really good, whore it up, head to the local bar, act stupid and girlie and trick all the guys into makin pool bets with me, and then michael can take all their money.

I have just realised that I"m pretty good at blackjack and texas hold'em. When I get my STUPID KILN SOLD I'm takin about 50-100 bucks and haulin my sweet dead ass to the CASINO.

 

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  posted on 18/5/2004 at 07:46 AM
I want my own shop, selling stuff I've designed myself.

 

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  posted on 20/5/2004 at 05:31 AM
things have changed, i posted here b4, talking about all the material stuff i want, but things have changed, u know what i want now?

freedom

i want to be free to cry, laugh, do what makes me happy, to have a hope for a futue that isnt a small dark box. i just want to be free.

 

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I know whats it like to want to die, how it hurts to smile, how you try to
fit in but you can't, how you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill
the pain in the inside.

 

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  posted on 20/5/2004 at 06:51 AM
Interesting that many of us, by virtue of the fact we are on this forum, do live our lives in small, dark boxes. Albeit most likely different from yours, but still... mac, ibm, laptop, desktop, it doesn't matter. It's a box.

 

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  posted on 20/5/2004 at 08:16 AM
I actually do live in a box...it's pretty nice actually, save for when it rains and the cardboard gets saggy, but you can't have it all.

AoD, I fully understand ya there...freedom is a damn good want.

I want a mohawk.

 

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