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Anya
Extreme Fanatic Posts: 656 Registered: 31/12/1969 Status: Offline
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posted on 16/3/2004 at 05:48 PM |
(PS: There are actually people that piss me off...and yes, who I am talking
about in this is one of them.)
Maybe it's not the government's fault, nor may it be your father's fault
that you are always miserable. It's definitely not religion or your
too-nice-for-his-own-good boyfriend's fault. Maybe, maybe...the problem is
you.
It is you who chooses to do nothing but sit there and ask for people to
support you. No one else but you can lift yourself and rise in society.
All in all, it is you who makes yourself into the no ambition, poor-willed,
low-life that you are today.
You had a bad life? Well, boo-wah-wah-hoo - so did I. I lost count on the
times someone at school threw objects at me. I've lost count on the rumors
and verbal abuse thrown at me. Hells, I've yet to come across someone who
wasn't a two-faced hypocrite or a sad bully wanting attention. Let's not
forget the jokes and occasional life-and-death threats. Am I blaming
everyone else about my "bad life?" No. Do I need to depend on people to
hand everything to me? Hells no.
Here I am, graduating school with nearly a 3.6 average, practically living
on my own with a nice allowance in my bank accounts. Did I mention that I
actually look for work, as well? For months on end, you didn't even do
that. There is no shame for looking for help when needed, but you show no
worth in sitting on people's finances.
The only fault that anyone around you has, mainly your boyfriend, is
falling for your oh-so-bad-life trips. Having a "bad" life is no excuse to
be a leech of society. In fact, having a "bad" life is in no way, an
excuse to purposely get pregnant to keep your sources of wealth. I wonder
what you're going to do when people get a back bone and leave you for time
to eat away.
Even if you "loved" your boyfriend, you don't get pregnant to use the
child as a catalyst for keeping him. What are you going to do when your
self-pity box doesn't appeal to anyone, hmm? How low can one get from
having an unwanted child from lack of ambition and responsibility...to top
it - to keep from taking responsibility?
I tried to consider that I probably did not know you well enough to form an
opinion on you. I was wrong - you were the "boo-hoo, I had a bad life,
hand everything to me" type. I have to say three words: get over
yourself.
So start having a sense of responsibility and stop making it everyone
else's problem. It isn't the President's, the Pope's, your father's, or
anyone else's fault. You alone can change your destiny and you alone can
get out of your self-pity, wallowing corner. Right now, you are due in a
several months, about to be a mother. Are you going to continue sitting on
people's backs? How are you going to live with yourself with a child and
no ambition? You better start growing up, or you will have no future. |
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feralucce
Extreme Fanatic Posts: 1810 Registered: 31/12/1969 Status: Offline
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posted on 16/3/2004 at 06:41 PM |
who is the self pitty whore, specificly... ____________________ The earth turns on a tilted axis - just doing the best it can.
Hohenheim of Light~Full Metal Alchemist |
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Anya
Extreme Fanatic Posts: 656 Registered: 31/12/1969 Status: Offline
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posted on 16/3/2004 at 06:56 PM |
The girlfriend of one of my friends in Texas. *has family down there,
hence a few friends* I stopped talking to him a while back because I was
sick of the negative energy that he brought around him and his family. I
made this letter a while back, but seeing an increase in girls victimizing
their selves, I decided to post it now. |
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RavensSoul
Member Posts: 63 Registered: 27/3/2003 Status: Offline
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posted on 23/4/2004 at 04:08 PM |
I wrote this to the person I hate most in the world. She keeps harassing me
at school about undeveloped film and she used to stalk me and I just
finally snapped. the film and the money thing is petty to me and i really
don't care about her ever paying me back, she was just a bitch and i wanted
to prove i could be twice the bitch regarding petty little things.
He's my letter to the Attention Whore.
I just wanted to say that your shitty little film has been misplaced. When
I find it, you can have it back if I want to give it back. And don't expect
me to pay you back for it because you've never paid me back for all the
money i ever wasted on your sorry ass. you started to, but you never did.
you still owe me about 4 dollars for the zodiac, money for random sodas and
food. money for the times we went out before playzer and money for the
times we ate after playzer. money for sodas i bought for you and your
brother while we were at playzer. money for jones' at the mall. money for
junk at the mall. money for the finger armor i helped you pay for. and
probably money for other random things over the past couple of years that i
can't even remember anymore.
if one of us owes the other one money. then YOU owe ME. you owe me for the
three fucking years of my life you wasted by being an ATTENTION WHORE. you
always made it about you. how you felt. your little bullshit lies. all the
stupid shit you had to come up with to make yourself feel important because
you knew you weren't important. your mom chose michael over you and you dad
left your sorry ass because he knew what you were like. so you had to take
my time because you knew i was bored enough to listen and try to offer
bullshit help for your bullshit little stories. i listened to you whine
about fake injuries because when i told you i felt bad, you couldn't handle
the attention being off you for more than a minute, so you had to come up
with something so you would be in center stage again. you had to make up
little lies about people stalking you and cars and people yelling at you
because you felt bad that no one else would pay attention to you, so you
had to make it up. NO ONE would be BORED or PATHETIC enough to want to
stalk you because everyone who lays eyes on you know that YOU AREN'T WORTH
IT.
when i tried to get rid of you the first time you had to act pathetic and
try to win my attention back by always hanging around, running your nails
along lockers and doing dumb shit, trying to be creepy. NICE FUCKING TRY. i
let you come back because i was bored and felt sorry for you. i felt sorry
for you because you were alone and pathetic. but you couldn't handle it
when the spotlight fell on josh more than it fell on you, so you made up
your little dream to try to get my attention again. too bad that backfired
for you. too bad for you, not for me. because now i can finally be rid of
you and your bullshit for good. it's kinda pathetic though, how you're
taking medication for something that's not even wrong with you. you just
won't admit that you're a fucking liar who has to make shit up to feel like
you've actually got a life.
get over trying to bother me about pictures you don't even care about. get
over walking in front of me in the halls. get over glaring at me when you
see me because i don't give a flying fuck about you or about your attitude
or about how bad-ass you think you are. just go about your little miserable
life. go break into houses with jessica and steal stuff. sneak out to sit
with potheads. try to make yourself feel big and bad. but you know, and i
know. you're just a sad pathetic little girl who wants someone to like her.
and it's never gonna happen. ____________________ In my eyes, to be human is not to be able to live and die, but it is to
feel pain, love, happiness, and all other things that keep our hearts from
freezing over into the bloody ice that distinguishes man from the beasts of
night. |
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