My good friend JAG was killed by a drunk driver a year and 1/2 ago. It was
really crazy. I didn't go to his funeral, I wanted to remember him how I
saw him last. People think it's mean that i didn't go, but I can't say
goodbye if he's still in my thoughts and dreams, and sometimes I can hear
him talk to me. I went to his grave on the anniversary of his death and sat
there for a while wondering what things would be like if he was still
here.. a little bit later I heard my name, and once again I looked around
and nobody way there, i looked all around (it's on a hill so you can see
the whole cemetery and it's out in the country) I though to myself " why
would someone shout at me when they can see i'm visiting someone's
grave,,that's crazy. I heard my name once more the voice became familar, it
was JAG's voice....then i heard a knocking and the words " let me out" I
froze....and sat there for a moment dazed...then reality hit me and i
jumped up and ran to my car...I got in , looked around and locked the
doors, then i left. I never told anyone about it for the longest time, but
it built up along with missing him and being so pissed i couldn't see
straight sometimes. I fanally broke down and told my boyfriend (JAG's
cousin) about the happening and asked him if i was crazy, he said no b/c it
has happend to him and his mom also. What the hell is up with this kinda
think, I know he's passed away but he'll always be in my heart. But I don't
know if i was going crazy or what. I was scared,
Shade
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posted on 27/10/2003 at 07:33 PM
Did your friend die with some kind of unpaid debt? I mean there is the
thought that he's still hanging around and just confused by trying to stick
to his body instead of trying to resolve his issues...
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You know, it could be anything from your friend's displaced spirit or your
eager mind wishing to hear him again. I'm with shade, people who stick to
their actual bodies or places of resting after death (if the indeed do)
usually need something to help let them go. You heard it anywhere else, or
just that one time at that one place?
Perhaps start listening more closely when you're alone or in places you two
spent a lot of time, and maybe it'll become clear.
Or maybe he was just saying hi.
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callei
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posted on 28/10/2003 at 05:16 AM
maybe he jsut has a sense of humour about that being dead thing....
"knock kncok"
"who's there?".....
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Shade
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posted on 28/10/2003 at 05:18 AM
"...So meet me at the cemetary gates,
Keats and Yeats are on your side..."
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with
no relief in sight, in that moment can be found the birth of
religion.
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Anya
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posted on 28/10/2003 at 07:33 AM
There was a performance by the drama kids at school where someone was nod
dead, but the bank computers had the person being "dead" in their records,
so they would not do anything with her since she was "dead..."
corruptedpure
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posted on 28/10/2003 at 10:14 AM
quote:Did your friend die with
some kind of unpaid debt? I mean there is the thought that he's still
hanging around and just confused by trying to stick to his body instead of
trying to resolve his issues...
I don't really know for sure if he had any unpaid debt to life, most
likely,Is there a way to ask him and help him????
corruptedpure
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posted on 28/10/2003 at 10:24 AM
quote:You know, it could be
anything from your friend's displaced spirit or your eager mind wishing to
hear him again. You heard it anywhere else, or just that one time at that
one place? Perhaps start listening more closely when you're alone or in
places you two spent a lot of time, and maybe it'll become clear.Or maybe
he was just saying hi.
*Well in a way i think it was my eagar mind wanting to hear him, but in
another way I believe it's his displaced spirit. For a long time I couldn't
remember what his voice was like after he died, then i had a deam it was so
real, we were chillin' in this chair and I could here him talking to me, i
was really happy after that dream, I had one more with him in it a few days
ago, We were at school and he was lurking around and I was trying to tell
people he was there but nobody was listening so i went out and followed him
around, he looked at me allot. Those are the only times I've heard him talk
to me, once at the cemetary and once in a dream. A while before he died I
had a crush on someone and JAG was doing nice things for me here and there,
he told me he cared allot for me and I didn't know what to say back, I had
a crush on JAG along time ago but was going out with someone and just left
it alone. It's all crazy,
corruptedpure
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posted on 28/10/2003 at 10:26 AM
quote:maybe he jsut has a sense
of humour about that being dead thing....
"knock kncok"
"who's there?".....
* Yeah,Maybe...
Mistress_SinisterLove
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posted on 31/1/2007 at 03:41 PM
maybe he is letting you know he is still here with you in spirit
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littlegothgirlthatcould
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posted on 15/2/2007 at 10:38 AM
"I didn't go to his funeral, I wanted to remember him how I saw him last.
People think it's mean that i didn't go"
My friend Chelsea Dunn, "commited suicide"about a year and a half ago. She
was playing what they call the "choking game" by herself standing on a
chair and had a belt and shoelace around her neck, she slipped and fell,
that is why I dont think she commited suicide.
but anyways, back to my point, I didn't go to her funeral either because i
was scared to see what she looked like, although everyone who went felt
they had to tell me all about what she looked like
I just wanted to tell you that I dont think it was mean not to go
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