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Author: Subject: when even your senses decieve..

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  posted on 31/7/2002 at 04:54 PM
I am here to request information/advice on something that has been irritating and scaring the bejeebers out of me ever since I moved to Washington. I´ve been visiting this site for a few months now, and nearly everyone here appears to be very intelligent with ideas on everything, so this seemed the place to go.

As my parents are divorcing, and it is considered a domestic violence case, I had to go to a court-ordered psychiatrist/therapist/whatever it´s called a few months back. He thought what was bothering me was some form of post tramatic stress or something to that effect.

(I apologize if this is annoying; I´m trying to give some information before I get more confused and go into the actual thing.)

I also spoke to my best friend, the local expert on all things supernatural and "weird." She thought perhaps I was haunted.

What´s been happening for the past four years off and on are what I suppose are hallucinations. (By the way, I haven´t done drugs so it isn´t some side effect of that.) I´ll hear voices either saying something I can´t understand or calling my name. Sometimes they sound familiar, but never someone that is actually around. At night, grotesque faces pop up out of shadows and then fade away. Any pile of clothes on the floor or fold in a blanket turns into a rotting body or a pet I once had. It creeps me out just a tad. I end up either not able to sleep, or with every light in the house turned on, which is pretty much the same as not sleeping since I can only sleep in absolute darkness.

I was hoping someone could either tell me why it´s happening, or how I can make it stop. Thank you.

 

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  posted on 31/7/2002 at 08:34 PM
It could possibly be a poltergeist. Poltergeists aren´t actual ghosts, they´re little tricks your mind generates to express things it can´t express in any socially acceptable way.

 

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  posted on 31/7/2002 at 09:57 PM
stress and an overactive imagination perhaps? I think so.

Poltergeist is a destructive energy force that effects it´s physical surroundings. Usually they appear in cases of adolescent children and teenagers under a lot of preassure...it´s been theorized that if they do indeed exist, it´s more than likely an energy extension of the anxieties and angers (hence: children and teens...VERY high hormone levels and emotional levels..puts out a high "wattage" you see) that accumulates and becomes a physical destructive entity of the child´s creation. Usually with poltergeists, it is the PERSON that is "haunted" NOT the place...of people that report poltergeist phenomena, it´s common that it follows them.
The only reason I even CONSIDER that they exists is because there was something like that at my best friend´s house when I was a teenager. Non violent, more of just letting you know it was there.
Saw it knock some dishes off shelves and flick lights off and on and shut and open doors. Nothing bad. Had a tendency to "play" with her stuffed animal panda collection and such.
I don´t know what it was, but I watched it do it´s thing and really made me think.

Honey, chalk it up to stress and emotional overload and overactive imagination. Drink some sleepy tea, go to bed on time, and maybe make a time for "time out" during the day when you can have some quiet time and some peace.
You´ll be okay. you´re not "haunted" just overloaded, that´s all.

 

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  posted on 31/7/2002 at 10:33 PM
I have a few different thoughts on this. I highly believe in the paranormal world but when approached with these sorts of cases, I have to first explore everything with a bit of skepticism to rule out any other possibilities

I had this problem before. I still do. Sometimes I do hear things that are not there, though one time I can pinpoint one night of voices taunting me to some drug use. *been clean of drugs for a year, hooray* You didn’t do any of that so it’s nothing to worry about.

Also when all the lights are out I can see shadowy figures moving about my room, black faces appearing and disappearing into my walls etc. When lights are on or off I sometimes see sparkling dots dance before my eyes and every once in a while, I see the walls, shelves, random things slowly move towards me. I see grinning skulls and sometimes full bodies form in my ruffled blankets.

You may have a chemical imbalance. If you want to satisfy that possibility, have the shrink recommend you for a blood test, it’s quick, it’s painless and simple. They take out a small amount of blood after you fast for one morning. I’ve had this done numerous times when I was seeing a shrink till I had enough of his “treatments.”

*by the way, they couldn’t detect a chemical imbalance in me*

If you don’t have a chemical imbalance then it may be a problem in your nervous system, possibly within your brain. It’s nothing to worry about though, a simple blood test will also detect if there is any problem with your internal system. *blood, wbc count, sugar levels, blood pressure, etc*

If they still detect nothing then maybe it could be stress but you know that’s just a simple explanation for everything and I personally doubt that. Also, ask yourself this. Do you have a history of migrans? What major surgery, if any, have you had done? What other stressful events in the past four years, or your life, could cause this?

I doubt that you have a medical problem because if you did, you would know by now. These things have been happening for four years and by now, your body would be in great discomfort. Still, it does not hurt to have a simple blood test done just to satisfy the possibility of a chemical imbalance.

Now, if a blood test detects there’s nothing wrong with your system then you can look more into the paranormal.

The following things below are covered by the previous posts.

If these events started to happen just during the time of your parents divorce then it’s a possibility that from the high amounts of energy your emotions are exhorting that you’ve unknowingly attacked a spirit or spirits. They may be following your around, making you see these things or relive memories before your eyes.

Poltergeists are energetic and malevolent spirits *sometimes demons* which will cause more than just visions. They will make their presence know through physical manipulation of your environment. Check to make sure nothing is out of place, nothing is being moved. See a psychic, find out about what forces are possibly following you.

Also, there is the possibility of your own psychic powers are being used without your knowledge because of this difficult time.

Now, speaking from a spiritual point of view, I believe that there is a spirit either toying with you because of your high energy output or it is possible that the same spirit is trying to communicate with you.

How or why I don’t know. Again, see a psychic for those answers and take the advice of the other people in this form. Also, RELAX. Don’t let these things get to you if they are. You ARE stronger than your visions and spirits which possibly follow you.

Good luck.

 

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  posted on 1/8/2002 at 11:31 AM
When i was younger (like around 10) i opened my eye late at night to see this yellow pulsing cloud out side of my door...and out came this small man-thing wearing a THOR hat (the kind that has the wings) carrying a sword and would run into my room. I´d close my eyes and open them again and he would fall out of the cloud again and start running in again. I did this about 4 times and getting the same response. Then insted of closing my eyes i just turned tword the wall and like 10 seconds after i felt a poke in my back and i turned real fast and there he was 2 inches from my face. I screamed so loud that it woke the neighbors up. Now i know it sounds silly but that happened to me all growing up. Like i saw slimer from the Ghostbusters all the time and do any of you remember "Mad Balls"? the ugly moster looking balls that where foam and they bounced? Well once there was like 4 of them floating over me and laughing for like an hour. But this all happened when i was young. So that is why im in denial about everything that doesnt make sence. What i dont know cant hurt me!!!

 

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  posted on 1/8/2002 at 12:44 PM
Did someone slip you some bad acid when you were little?

 

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  posted on 1/8/2002 at 01:32 PM
Prism~

What you have described does not fit into an RSPK (Recurrent Spontaneous Psychokinesis) or "poltergeist" phenomenon because those events nearly invariably involve the movement of objects (although Bettie very correctly describes poltergeist events as being person rather than place centred). Believe it or not, the kinds of manifestations you have described sound like entirely normal psychological phenomenae.

"Voices" or sounds with an unexplained source are often background monologue of our subconscious as it goes about its business. The Germans have called the phenomenon an Ohrwurm ("earworm") and use it to describe voices or songs that we can not get out of our heads. Seeing the appearance of grotesque imagery, especially if it is only momentarily substantial, indicates that your brain is going through a negrido stage (a natural phase of development as described by C.G. Jung which occurs when our processing of data has reached a negative or "decay" point). Although it might be a very good idea for you to try to get a spot of counselling if it is available (couldn´t hurt anything), there is probably no need for you to panic over any of this. Unless you begin experiencing tactile hallucinations or the images/sounds are experienced by someone else in your vicinity, I shouldn´t be too alarmed. Please keep us posted and I hope that everything works out well for you! I am, I was, I will be

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  posted on 1/8/2002 at 03:07 PM
HAHA...Funny you should ask! When i was 4 years old i bought one of those rub on tattoos from that ice cream man...and like 30 min later i was walking into walls and trippin out. My mom takes one look at me and looks at my diolated pupils and takes me to the ER. She runs in there and yells "My 4 year old son is on ACID!!!!" hahaha...the cop questioned her thinking that it was hers and i took it!! lol...oh man...my sister never lets that one alone. DONT JUDGE ME!!!!! ;-)
:razz: :razz:

 

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  posted on 1/8/2002 at 09:12 PM
Thanks to all of you for your information/advice. I really appreciate it. :-D

Lesse..
*more sleep
*less stress
*talk to a psychic
*check the blood
*try and lower energy output
*invest in padded walls

*salutes* Again, thank you.

 

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  posted on 1/8/2002 at 09:15 PM
That explains SOOO much....

Go to a doctor, get some tests, and talk to someone. I´m placing my chips on the "stress" marker...letting it all ride HOOOya...

 

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  posted on 1/8/2002 at 09:17 PM
Oh no, you people aren´t going to start making bets on this are you?

 

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  posted on 2/8/2002 at 12:42 AM
I´m letting it ALL ride on this chip...this little black one here, with the preassure fracture down the middle. It´s the stress chip.
All or nothing.
Go to a doc. Take it from there. Remember...you´re never too old for a daily time out.

 

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  posted on 2/8/2002 at 09:18 AM
My money´s on Rorshack´s Beautful View in the third...
There are worlds within worlds, within worlds...but to tell you the truth, it´s a bullet train to nowhere...
as many things as I see on a regular basis..."Real" life seems to be the top competitor in the "Kick Dolo´s Ass" race...
I´d rather deal with something in a thor helmet than real life...
Do what you have to do, with what you have to do it with...

 

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  posted on 3/8/2002 at 03:26 AM
Rodger that Dolo....One ticket please........ :grin:

 

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  posted on 3/8/2002 at 03:28 AM
thats was me...fucking thing :-? :-?

 

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