I feel kind of selfish but... Damn it I can't depend on my mom for anything
anymore!
I signify that I know she works all night but damn it! If someone promises
to do something they do it. If you can't be sure if you will do it then
don't guarantee you will do it. I love my mom but this nightshift is crap
for her health. She promised me she would dye my hair Thursday, then
Friday, then Saturday morning, and now this morning.... it's 8am. She was
supposed to wake me up to color it, I have been considerate enough to keep
my alarm going off since 6:30 so I would be easier to rouse. And the alarm
does wake me up. It goes off every 15 minutes if you keep drumming the
snooze button. As a result... I am quite EASILY awoken. But you know where
she is right now? In bed... asleep... She didn't even try...
Thanks mom. Thanks.
And you know this isn’t the first thing. I've asked her to go see Phantom
of the Opera with me seeing as we NEVER spend time together without her
joke of a husband being there. That was like... a month before it came out.
She, by no means, saw it with me so finally I got weary of it and just went
to see it with Theo on Friday.
My mom and I used to do things all the time. I don't know whom I should
hold responsible. Lee... or her work... or her age... or my age... All I
know is that I want to cry.
____________________ Anata ga sabishii toki, bokumo sabishii n da yo
chrisSy
Occasional Poster
Posts: 12 Registered: 26/2/2005 Status: Offline
posted on 26/2/2005 at 11:52 PM
If you think about it, your mother is only working the night shift to
provide for you... Or if not, then she has her reasons.
But I understand how you feel about not being able to depend on your mom
much anymore. The same goes for me, since my mom is teaching in
kindergarten while trying to acquire her Master's degree in Education. I
barely am able to spend time with her anymore. She can't even drag herself
out to the hardware store to replace a few burnt out lightbulbs in our
house. As a result I have tons of bruises on my shins where I bump into
tables/chairs/stuff.
____________________ Brace me for reality
A thousand unknown fears
Unexpected infidelity
Condemned to me by destiny
Free my spirit, my mind, my heart
Erase all doubts and worries
And when the night is coming
Silence my soul as always...