EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 25/2/2004 at 12:00 PM |
I was with this guy for 8 years. He had bought me a rune ring that stands
for health. It matched his ring exactly. We both wore them on our right
ring finger and people often thought they were wedding rings.
We broke up last April and when things started going really badly, I had to
take off the ring. I just couldn't keep it on my finger. I would find that
I had taken it off without knowing it and just dropped it. Happened all the
time. I would suddenly notice I wasn't wearing it and then find it on the
coffee table or by my computer where I had removed it without knowing.
Keep in mind that I wore this ring for so long that it took months for the
crease on my finger to go away. This is one of my favorite rings which is
why he bought it for me. I want to be able to wear it again.
So I have tried saging it and salting it and it still feels yuck. I showed
it to a friend of mine and she held it for a second, got a sick look on her
face and dropped the ring.
What more can I do to make the ring wearable or am I going to have to
destroy it. |
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EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 01:20 PM |
quote: sorry to be flippant....
BUT
when i first read the title to this thread i was looking forward to a link
to penis earrings or something.
about cleaning the ring, you might want to let it go and buya new one that
is more meaningfull to who you are now, not who you were then. It may just
be nature's way of letting you know that you have learned this leason and
its time to step into your new skin all the way.
That is a good suggestion. I should try and find a store that sells rune
rings here in Seattle. |
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callei
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 01:04 PM |
sorry to be flippant....
BUT
when i first read the title to this thread i was looking forward to a link
to penis earrings or something.
about cleaning the ring, you might want to let it go and buya new one that
is more meaningfull to who you are now, not who you were then. It may just
be nature's way of letting you know that you have learned this leason and
its time to step into your new skin all the way.
____________________ Real goths wear silver and crosses to keep the werewolves and vampires
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EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 12:47 PM |
quote: When my girlfreind and
I broke up she gave me back the ring I proposed to her with. For a while I
would take it out and just stare at it...I was really careful with it. Then
one day it dissapeared and I haven't seen it since. So I hope you can find
a way to keep it, because it's not just a symbol of bad times, it's also a
symbol of the good times.
I saw your site.....the pictures are great.
I feel that way too. I try not to look back on the really bard parts of the
relationship and try to just remember the good times we had and what the
bad times taught me about myself.
And thanks for the compliment on my site |
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Zero
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 12:44 PM |
When my girlfreind and I broke up she gave me back the ring I proposed to
her with. For a while I would take it out and just stare at it...I was
really careful with it. Then one day it dissapeared and I haven't seen it
since. So I hope you can find a way to keep it, because it's not just a
symbol of bad times, it's also a symbol of the good times.
I saw your site.....the pictures are great. |
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EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 12:29 PM |
quote: Rayce: well... if it
ever comes down to it... we can still get it clean... my crew and I like to
travel...
If you ever come up this way let me know
I love meeting new people |
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feralucce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 12:16 PM |
Rayce: well... if it ever comes down to it... we can still get it clean...
my crew and I like to travel... ____________________ The earth turns on a tilted axis - just doing the best it can.
Hohenheim of Light~Full Metal Alchemist |
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EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 11:47 AM |
quote: Rayce:
Here's the thread
http://www.shmeng.com/modules.php?op=modload&name=XForum&fi
le=viewthread&tid=550#pid12887
I'm a single mother living in Seattle so making it to New Orleans is next
to impossible
Wish I could go |
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feralucce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 10:24 AM |
Rayce:
Here's the thread
http://www.shmeng.com/modules.php?op=modload&name=XForum&fi
le=viewthread&tid=550#pid12887 ____________________ The earth turns on a tilted axis - just doing the best it can.
Hohenheim of Light~Full Metal Alchemist |
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EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 02:13 AM |
quote: cool.. if worst comes to
worst... if you attend the party... I know of a couple interesting ways to
clear it...
Feral
What party? Devin introduced me to the site and I'm still getting to know
the place so I am missing alot while I learn to navigate everything. |
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feralucce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 01:37 AM |
cool.. if worst comes to worst... if you attend the party... I know of a
couple interesting ways to clear it...
Feral ____________________ The earth turns on a tilted axis - just doing the best it can.
Hohenheim of Light~Full Metal Alchemist |
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EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 01:06 AM |
quote: nono... in salt... for a
month... in a bowl... salt, as stated in the old traditional beliefs, was
the hadn of the divine... it will solve most negativity problems... if that
does not do it... I know many more ... they get more involved as you go
on... now... is the neativity being sent at you currently? if so... there
are steps that need to be taken to change that...
Yeah.. I tried just salt by itself but didn't put it in the sun and I was
still in my old apartment which held alot of his negative presence since he
had spent alot of time there and helped me "break the place in" hehe. Now
I'm in a new place and there is no trace of him here. I should try again
and do it longer in the sun as you suggested.. thanks. |
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EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 01:04 AM |
quote: I heard a story once
about a guy who had a ring like that. He got it from his uncle. The ring
was so fucked up he had to take it clear across Mordor and dump it in the
fires of Mt. Doom. And he was just a little guy.
Just be thankful your ring isn't that fucked up.
Hehe... you are such a smart ass Devin! hehe *nuzzles*
(FYI: I didn't realize there was a quote option so I deleted the original
reply to you Devin and reposted it with the Quote) |
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feralucce
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posted on 26/2/2004 at 12:40 AM |
nono... in salt... for a month... in a bowl... salt, as stated in the old
traditional beliefs, was the hadn of the divine... it will solve most
negativity problems... if that does not do it... I know many more ... they
get more involved as you go on... now... is the neativity being sent at you
currently? if so... there are steps that need to be taken to change
that...
____________________ The earth turns on a tilted axis - just doing the best it can.
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EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 25/2/2004 at 10:49 PM |
quote: bury it in salt under the
stars, by the new moon... tradiditional...
Alternately... an over night soak in water, clear glass wrapped in black
cloth, and allow it to sit on the sill in the sunlight... change the water
every day , do this for a week...
Feral
Thank you. I'll give it one last try before I give up the ring for good. |
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feralucce
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posted on 25/2/2004 at 10:47 PM |
bury it in salt under the stars, by the new moon... tradiditional...
Alternately... an over night soak in water, clear glass wrapped in black
cloth, and allow it to sit on the sill in the sunlight... change the water
every day , do this for a week...
Feral ____________________ The earth turns on a tilted axis - just doing the best it can.
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Hohenheim of Light~Full Metal Alchemist |
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EyeCandyRayce
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posted on 25/2/2004 at 10:42 PM |
quote: I am curious... is this
more an emotional response or a psychic one?
Definately a psychic one. I don't really have alot of emotions left for
him. It has been a year and though we dated very seriously and I was his
live in bdsm slave for five of the eight years I have pretty much gotten my
closer.
I don't even look at the ring and think of him. As far as I'm conserned it
is my ring but something negative clings to it that isn't me. |
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Schizo
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posted on 25/2/2004 at 08:02 PM |
My favorite ring has that sort of history. It's a garnet that my boyfriend
bought me the first summer we were together. When we broke up at
halloween, I buried it in a graveyard at midnight (I know, how typically
goth, etc., but it felt right!) and it stayed there all winter until April,
when the issues that caused our breakup were resolved. I dug it up again,
washed it off, and wore it up until just recently. Now I wear it on a cord
around my neck, because I have a tattooed ring now that represents the new
aspects of our stronger, healthier relationship. But I can't part from the
garnet, because it was the painful past that brought me to where I am
now.
When a ring or other piece of jewelry becomes deeply connected with a
relationship, it often takes on characteristics of that relationship. My
love for my boyfriend was buried inside me for a while, and I considered it
dead. So I felt a corresponding urge to bury my ring. When that love was
reborn, I found the ring again.
If you connect your ring with your relationship, as it seems obvious you
do, then you will need to do with it what you did with your relationship.
Otherwise, those things that led you to break up will linger with you.
I am sure that it was hard for you to give up your 8 year relationship too.
I am sure you wanted to keep it, but it just made you feel "yuck". But
you had to let it go, and you will need to do this with the ring, too.
And just as a new relationship can come (or an old one be renewed), so can
a new ring, or other talisman come to your life to fill the void created by
the loss of the old. But the new will not come until you release the old.
It's OK to mourn your ring, just as you mourned your love. I know it is
not fun. But I think you will find that it will help you progress in the
healing process, and rid you of the nasty vibes. ____________________ "You can tell by the scars on my arms and the cracks in my hips and the
dents in my car and the blisters on my lips that I'm not the carefullest of
girls." - Dresden Dolls, "Girl Anachronism" |
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feralucce
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posted on 25/2/2004 at 07:14 PM |
I am curious... is this more an emotional response or a psychic one?
____________________ The earth turns on a tilted axis - just doing the best it can.
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Devin
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posted on 25/2/2004 at 05:25 PM |
I heard a story once about a guy who had a ring like that. He got it from
his uncle. The ring was so fucked up he had to take it clear across Mordor
and dump it in the fires of Mt. Doom. And he was just a little guy.
Just be thankful your ring isn't that fucked up. ____________________ So Sayeth Me |
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